Waiting

I texted this to my husband today. It sums up how I've been feeling the last few days:

"It feels like someone just said "You're going to be beat up in 5 weeks. You'll feel like crap and be really bruised and it will take awhile to heal. And you'll end up disfigured and won't ever look the same afterwards. So just wait around for 5 weeks till we can get around to it. It's coming."